Growing up my ex-step-mom worked on projects that she wasn’t allowed to talk about, and I remember being told that she couldn’t talk about them because if anyone ever came to the house to try to get us to tell them, then we wouldn’t be able to tell them anything because we wouldn’t know…
Francesca Battistelli – Beautiful [with lyrics]
I really love this song. Especially the beginning of it: “Don’t know how it is that you looked at me and saw the person that I could be. Breaking through the dark; suddenly your grace like sunlight burning at midnight making my life something so beautiful, beautiful”.
Healing Is Scary?!
OK, it’s time for some total honesty here…more than anything I want to be healed from my past, but there is a part of me that is afraid of the healing. I’m determined for good to be produced out of this horrible time of my life. To use my experiences to help others. I…
My Distraction Cycle Is Damaging
Things haven’t been going very well for me lately. The last depression medicine that I was on really set me back. I felt too overwhelmed to do anything during the day. When I feel overwhelmed I tend to bury myself on the computer. I spend a lot of time on the Internet on Facebook.…
I Hate Depression
Over the last few months I’ve been trying different antidepressant medications trying to find the right one to help me function the right way during the day. It wasn’t all that easy for me to even think about getting help like that. I hate depression, and the fact that I need help. It just…